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2007-12-20T12:01:00.000-08:00

2007-04-22T01:44:00.000-07:00

2007-02-25T11:41:00.000-08:00

Happy Chinese New Year !

2007-02-25T11:32:00.000-08:00

Haha..good food everyday !

2007-02-25T11:31:00.000-08:00

I will get good luck for this year !

-> Gotten two great gifts from two company !
( Fish n Co Angbao (only give to one employee)) +( A Contract from a company)

-> Won a consolation prize at Malaysia for buying the wrong number !

2007-02-02T08:33:00.000-08:00

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2007-02-02T04:37:00.000-08:00

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2007-02-02T04:18:00.000-08:00

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2007-01-28T07:08:00.000-08:00

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2007-01-22T23:48:00.000-08:00

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2007-01-22T22:19:00.000-08:00

[ House visit + Discussion of the new coming website ]
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2007-01-18T23:55:00.000-08:00

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2007-01-18T23:51:00.000-08:00

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2007-01-17T05:36:00.000-08:00

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2007-01-07T23:49:00.000-08:00

7th Jan 07
[ Went to Glass House near to PS for lesson (Product Description) ]

2007-01-07T09:43:00.000-08:00

6th Jan 06
[ Went to Edison Concert , Haha... my friend got free tickets !]

2007-01-07T09:35:00.000-08:00

5th Jan 06
[ BBQ @ Teng Meng House , let's celebrate for our dear lai hui, he is going to be a police man! ]

2007-01-07T09:23:00.000-08:00

2th Jan 06
[ Went for a cycling trip, almost right after i came back from chalet, from 1th Jan 6.30pm to 2th Jan 11.30 am]

2007-01-02T06:19:00.000-08:00

Went for a chalet on the 30th, 31th and 1 Jan 07 at the downtown east. It was fun but tiring too. The weather is unexpectedly good but we are like staying at our chalet apartment and dun realli go for any outdoor activities lo. On the second day, some of them did went out and play volleyball but i was like..so slack.. then jus ly on the bed ..close my eyes and resting lo. Having BBQ and playing games like the zhong ji mi ma, killer n detective..haha/..it is very funny lo and realli enjoyed myself there. On the 31th, i went out to meet my other friend to the town area to look at the fireworks. It's nice..haha..so fast 1 year had passed le, so mani things happened this year, so mani things had changed. Arghh!.. dun wanna think too much le la, hope that the new year will be better than 2006. Let the memories always be memories ...

2007-01-02T04:56:00.000-08:00

The Five Love Languages

My primary love languages are probably
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Physical Touch:		8
Quality Time:		8
Acts of Service:		6
Words of Affirmation:		6
Receiving Gifts:		2

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2006-12-28T10:14:00.000-08:00

HAha..that's damm funny for todae manz. As usually went to work from 6-10pm, and my duty for todae is as a server at the alfresco area. These days are veri "high" during work so keep giving recommendation for my customers. Keep playing n joking ard every time i go and work lo. Then todae when i serve this table of 9 ladies .. age around 20+ to 30+ bahz. i asked them whether i can help them with their menu and give them some idea of what to eat is better for 9 person. Giving the best service i could..haha..i wan to be a good server manz. Then when they gotten their food i ask them what sauces they want when i already give them extra sauces of lime butter n sambal sauces. Then i told them that whatever sauces u wan, or u wanna to refill the water jus call me.. then at last i told them again jus call me when u need me..then u know what they said?...they say we wan your number..i was like huh?..number?..they i smile and walk away. They asked me 4-5 times when i walk around there..then i haha..i pass them my phone and say give u lo. Then i dunnoe what they do abt it la but i dun realli care lo..cause too busy also. After awhile when i serve them back i take my phone back from them and they treated me one piece of cake that they bake. Haha..they treat onli me and then all the other servers keep suan me lo. They even asked whether they can take pic wif me and definitely i say ok ar. They took out a professional camera..dot dot dot..haha..my frienz dun noe how to use .. the gal adjust the focus this and that then pass to my frienz n teach her how to click. Haha..then i also pass her my phone oso and this is the pic that we took lo. They keep push me near the yellow t shirt gal as the other girls keep saying she wan my number..haha..it's very funny but fun lo. But after that my frienz keep suan me saying what "superstar", "fish n co idol","auntie killer" lolX.. make me feel veri pai seh oso. Haha..but it's good to meet such friendly customers, it realli make your day even more colourful , isn't it?

2006-12-27T23:14:00.000-08:00

Lazy to write [ Morning -> Afternoon went to Escape ]

[ Afternoon -> Midnight went to CMCC BBQ ]

2006-12-27T23:13:00.000-08:00

[Went to the MediaCorp]

2006-12-27T20:47:00.000-08:00

[23/24th Dec] -Because
Yesterday onli able to sleep for 5 hrs then todae need to go to the GMG building which is located near to Lao Ba Sha for lesson. You all will be wondering what kind of lesson i have to attend as a part timer in Fish n Co. For the 1st lesson i went is "Product Description" and this second one is " Handling Complains", quite a fun one just sit there for lesson and u are paid for it. After the 3 hrs lesson from 11-2pm,, i meet one of my friend for lunch and walk around there then later on go for walk at 5pm. I worked till 10pm and then went back home to have a bath before meeting my other gang of friend at the centrepoint for dinner then later need to catch a movie at 1.45am. Haha.. i was veri sleepy lo after eating and Vincent is treating the satays cause he earned quite alot of commission from this Christmas sale. Haha.. but dun wanna to suck him dry la, jus ask him to treat us 30 sticks of satays can liao, he still need to use all the money he earn to pay sch fee this and that day Joshua is not realli happy because of some misunderstanding between us bahz. Leo, vincent and me is at the Mac eating our breakfast and chit chat as we are waiting for the morning MRT and bus to get home. All of us are damm tired manz..haha..but we still plan to meet at vivo at 12pm. -_-" ...i reached home around 8+am then use the com awhile .. haha.. sleep onli ard at 9am++ lo. Therefore..i was late'..overslept le..anyway did sleep for 3 hrs then meet them again there. Walk around but didnt really buy anything lo cause i am too poor..all branded stuff there ..onli can look see look see onli cannot buy. Sight seeing till afternoon bahz then actually wanna meet SZG/Friends.com kian leong they all to countdown like last year like that lo but due to the rain, it is cancel. Anyway, i meet another frienz to go around lo ...yup..play till morning again.. get dozen of call from home -_-" ..ask me to get back to HQ lo. Haha..so rush back home to report to my mum.

2006-12-22T11:08:00.000-08:00

oN the 22th, as usual working from 6-11pm @ fiSh n Co but for todae we got our own small christmas party. ALthough todae is sat nite but the crowd is not that much as we expect it to be, anyway, isn't it a good news mah? Less crowd means less job and can also do closing early, haha... lucky not all fish n Co stuff is like me if not all the Fish n Co will start closing down liao..haha.. After finished doing closing.. we went down to KFC to collect our orders as Yi jie they all have order the food from the KFC for the party. They order for 30 ppl lo ...and nobody eat... i mean, it is realli a waste lo. We chit chat alot that day..get to noe quite mani other part timer there oso. Drink alot of alchohol that nite with adrain... he say he is not drunk.. -_-"..but he is lo..haha..maybe both of us are drunk le.. Jin bO (my manger) keep asking me to drink whereas he didnt drink much. Actually i didnt drunk..i am jus feeling tired wanna to sleep like that lo. Haha..it is a veri fun nite.. after two weeks time our another malay manager will be transfer to another branch at Parkway. Today oso act as a farewell party too. We brough him a cake..ask him to drink.. ask him to blow off the candles whereas standing on top of the chair,haha..he is kanna torture lo..ppl throw eggs on him.. and dun forget, we are at Fish n Co.. we got our sambal sauce, lemon butter .. sweet n sour ..sauce..haha..they add all together and pour all on him .. poor thing manz..he gonna to be stink for days le .. ( stingrey + salmon + calamari water is veri stink -_-" .. when all add together..jus imagine bahz..).. he is the manager..but what can he do???..haha..all the young newbie devils are here todae.. someone have to get sacrifice then...
Intially tot of meeting leo they all for movie at 2am but later it is cancelled...haha..anyway.. lucky it is cancel if not i dunno whether i will be able to make it there anot lo. Yupz.. for the christmas gift exhange...i gotten a keychain..it look "high Class" but dun realli got any use lo..haha..but it's fun tonite : )

2006-12-20T09:07:00.000-08:00

Haha..quiting so tiring these two days, didn't realli able to get a good sleep anyway. Yupz, i am back to Singapore lo. Went to batam for 2 days, onboard a cruise ship that bring us to the batam. We stay onboard for 6 hrs ba, walking ard and playing Jackpot with my bro and we won 100+ dollar lo using onli $10,haha..quite amazing rite cause i heard most ppl say jackpot is veri hard to win any money de but we won twice using two different machine. The sea state level is abt 4 bahz..consider "normal" to big container ship but for small cruise ship like this which is jus coasting... it realli make the ship roll quite abit..most of the passenger onboard are not feeling well including my mum too. Anyway, we reached shore at 7.30pm bahz.. went to a nice resort. The place is consider quite neat and nice but the electricity keep on going off. Haha..i am staying wif my bro in a room and when he was in the toilet bathing , the electricity went off again and he was kanna shocked and keep wanting me to talk to him.haha..luckily it onli took 5-10mins for the electricity to come back again if not i also will feel scare sitting alone on the bed facing the mirror while toking to my bro. Anyway, i got chant when we jus get inside our room,haha..jus to play save bahz. For the next day we did wake up quite early for the breakfast and for the rest of the day it is just keep on raining and raining none stop, we asked the staff there whether we can go anyway for sight seeing and they said most of the place is flooded so better dun go -_-"...dot..haha..dun tell me we come to batam jus to touch the ground then go back to singapore again ar. I mean..in fact it is. We manage to get to the shopping mall nearby atleast for our lunch and walk ard abit bahz. Nothing much also bahz.. we buy a earlier ferry ticket and get back to singapore then cause we have no where to go in batam too..

Haha.. Act Cute bro & Sis -_-"

My Sexy bro is waiting for me on the bed ....

Some of the nicer pics took when the rain stopped for awhile

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Reached Singapore ard 7.30pm also and we take a bus there to the nearest MRT station which is bedok. My family and my cousins went to the hawker centre for their dinner and i went back home alone. Haha.. feel like getting back home as soon as possible bahz cause i still wanna to go for the sch's chalet in Woodgrove sec. After bathing and using the comp for awhile i was too hungry to stay at home anymore so i faster went to the school as they are having the BBQ now. Knowing that i didnt have my dinner yet, ah long they all cook for me some chicken chop as well as some satay with some mee hun too. Haha.. quite fun after having all the food. Went back to the classroom and process with the movie session - Scary Movie 4 but i had watched 3-4 times le..so was kind of boring to me, fallen alseep on the table after 15-20 mins later. When i woke up it was ard 6 near 7am le, brush my teeth and joined my friend to the nearby Vistapoint to have our breakfast, we get back to sch after tat as they are still having a presentation for the graduating students. Adrain n Long represent our Alumni and give a speech or something.. saying something sound nice for the teachers and principle as usually bahz..blah blah blah..woogrove spirit..blah blah blah..grow in grace and dignity..haha..anyway..all teachers like to listen to all these ba. We have our buffet lunch after the whole presentation and we went home staight after that as all of us are too tired to go anywhere else le.

Rain = Flood

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Get back home and have a sleep of 2-3 hrs. My bro, sis and i , we went to Causeway point to buy my N73. Haha.. got my $200 sponser from my bro so i actually have to pay onli $98 for the phone onli, hehex..quite cheap rite? That $200 sponser is actually serve as birthday present as he didnt get me anything for my this year birthday lo and i get him a mountain bike when i reached back to singpore after my attachment. Haha..it's fair rite..i didnt bully my bro ..ermm..even though..usually i will..

haha.. enjoyed myself these few days, didnt realli think of anything and feeling perfectly well, so for anybody who is concern...i am realli good ..ermm..so please dun ask me anything more regarding my previous posting..it is something we call "past"..haha.. so dun need to talk abt my topic anymore heh..cause i met jun hao a few days back ..he keep asking me this and that even though he said he didnt read my blog b4..he told me..everyone is talking abt me now -_-"..haha..am i so famous now?.. Anyway, thanks once again for everyone who is concern : )

Yup, for yr information i have changed my Handphone number... current line will be still using for a few more days..

2006-12-17T07:55:00.000-08:00

Getting better todae le my fever is gone le..onli abit flu now.. Todae went to Jurong point with my sis to pass the marketing stuff to the manager. Meeting my bro,mum n aunt for dinner at the "Kampong Days". Actually wanna buy N73 to make myself a more happy guy but...ARghh!! the Starhub shop closed when we finished our dinner. Anyway, having a good dinner tonite. Tomorrow will be going to the Batam for 2 days, haha..will miss u guys manz. Anyway, i will update my blog when i am back. See you guys when i am back then : )

2006-12-16T08:46:00.000-08:00

Ya..i am sick...fever + Flu gotten my MC and take off from Fish n Co. Todae alot of things had happened,but is something good. I know where am i heading now and i am clear,no lost, no confusion and so no pain. I mean when u are sad too much..it somehow become painless anymore...the heart become cold. Too many things happened when i back from attachment, but anyway i am fine now .. except of my flu. I didnt blame anyone or anything, i didnt experience alot of things before and that's why small thing is able to affect me so much. However, obstacles did make a person stronger and wiser, isn't it?

Isn't Stephen a le tian pai ma?

2006-12-15T10:05:00.000-08:00

i am sick..fever + flu + tired + .... alot of other feelings//..

2006-12-14T07:22:00.000-08:00

Yeayea, no work for todae , completely "off day" for me. Asked my sis and mum out todae but my mum rejected as she need to work so i onli go wif my sis. Bro onboard, sailing for one week lo and will only be back ard 17th dec. Went to the Jack's place for lunch as i promised her when that time actually want to bring her there to eat but due to the limit time (shore leave) as i need to get back the ship to work. Anyway, i have did what i promised. Took some neoprints at the causeway point and then we get to the Ang Mo Kio K'box for shouting lesson. Sing till 7.00pm bah, actually wanted to meet my frienz for dinner at RC but..erm..didnt prepare yet so i didnt go.My sis told me that the neoprint machine at bishan is actually better and we shld go there next time if we taking neoprint, then i mean we still got time why not jus go there now lo. Since yr bro me is paying all the expenses then must realli make use of the chance before i am broke again lo :)

2006-12-12T09:39:00.000-08:00

todae is my off day//..slacking slacking slacking and slacking...that's all ~ , watched the bAby plan by cheng long todae as my bro dl it through BT. It's quite funny and touching but what attracted me the most is the baby..is damm cute manz..jus like when i was young...haha..if my friend ard they all will sure say "Bhb or knS lo" ..haha..

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Haha..at night my friend treated me dinner also.. here are some of the pics ->

Yea..i got a free dinner again !

2006-12-11T08:39:00.000-08:00

Todae wake up already received several msgs and miss call from some of my friends. Haha..all are asking whether i am ok anot and whether i need someone to tok to, realli thanks alot. Msgs from sms,Msn,blog tag,calls...i realli did cheer up and i am realli fine not..dun wanna think much abt it le.. I noe all my friends are supportive de, right bi li jie ? haha.. and Ah long asked me out for lunch..so long didnt see him liao.. like become taller and slimer le,and he said that i am getting shorter le -_-" ... am i? lol..i still got 168cm..not that short ok,haha. Anyway, i noe that he ask me out is wanna to tok to me and cheer me up but i jus dun wanna to tok abt it le lo but thanks for the concern, i appreciate it alot :) , so fast we are like 8 yrs of friend le... we are getting older and older liao.. last time still remember he like to come to my house to watch pokemon..haha..then everytime after sch ah long, wilson, li yang n i will go to fuchun sec to buy chicken rice then play magic cards at the void deck....
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After having lunch at Swensen, he send me to work and also wanna ask whether Fish n Co employ Nsf anot, but sadly no lo. If not i got one more friend to join in the fun crowd liao. Anyway, today made alot of mistakes too... haiz..tried to concentrate..but...ermm..but i got smile todae la..maybe it is jus too busy todae le...
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Todae is the last day of work for adrain too..he is going to sailing soon after finish schling in two
months time. But he and me is different..he is not attachment,he is start work as a career le..and he is onli going for 6 months time as a engine cadet. Told him alot of things abt the ship from my past exprience and told him to bring this and tat, remember to do this and that also.
He told that he wanna to find a gal frienz now..because still got 2 months left..and i told him "No""No""No"..cause even though a relationship maybe short but it doen't means it didnt go deep.. to miss a person onboard..can make u gone mad when there is no one u can talk to..everynite..u can onli tok to the stars..look at the stars...feeling so empty...that's why i keep telling him no cause mani ppl made this mistake.. hey hey... My adrain PWI say he wan a "CAMERA" for farewell gift..how???.."CAMERA LEH"//...let's decide about it bahz.. but a $8.50 one shld be also can hor..

2006-12-09T21:49:00.000-08:00

Yesterday after blogging..i washed my face and i went to work.Make a million mistakes in one day [order the wrong food],[accidentally trip the water..lucky onli wet myself..didnt pour to my customer],[picked up by the manager 3 times for not smiling to customers and was asked whether i was not happy because of he putting me the schedule on sat],i didnt make any of the mistakes before .. but last nite, i cant concentrate..my mind is lost..everything is lost..when we do closing for that nite. My manager come and tok to me..as well as some of the others(which didnt even tok to them last time..cause they are from the back of house), they asked my what happened, why didnt speak a single word or even smile for the whole nite as most of the time i will laugh ,smile and joke ard with everyone. I dun wanna my mood swing to affect anyone ard me..yesterday the time passed so slow..i am confuse..ppl always try to confuse me..i am not a clever person..i wont able to understand..yesterday after work i meet up my friend and we ended up toking at the east coast park. They tried to cheer me up and i shared all my problems with them.. getting better..and realli hope that this can be the last time they needed to cheer me up...

2006-12-08T23:25:00.000-08:00

[No words can express how i feel now]

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Tot that can be friend but i have mess up everything

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WHY i just can't do a single thing well

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My world is upside down to me now

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If there is a god exist, i hope that he can take away all my memories

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My heart is so pain that it's like tearing myself apart

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I don't want to think anymore or i can't think anymore

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-------I dont know what to say --------Or what to do-----------------------------

----------------I am confuse--------------I am tired-------------------------------------

--------------------------Today will be the last time--------------------------------------

2006-12-04T05:13:00.000-08:00

2006-12-01T10:51:00.000-08:00

This is quite an old song but then is nice. Life is like this, the person u love usually wont like u and yet people that love u, u tend to hurt them without notice it ... 谢谢你, 对不起

爱我的人和我爱的人

词∶许常德曲∶游鸿明

盼不到我爱的人
我知道我愿意再等
疼不了爱我的人
片刻柔情它骗不了人
我不是无情的人
却将你伤的最深
我不忍我不能
别再认真
忘了我的人

离不开我爱的人
我知道爱需要缘分
放不下爱我的人
因为了解他多么认真
为什么最真的心
碰不到最好的人
我不问我不能
拥在怀中
直到他变冷

爱我的人为我痴心不悔
我却为我爱的人甘心一生伤悲
在乎的人始终不对
谁对谁不必虚伪
爱我的人为我付出一切
我却为我爱的人流泪狂乱心碎
爱与被爱同样受罪
为什么不懂拒绝痴情的包围
(music)

盼不到我爱的人
我知道我愿意再等
疼不了爱我的人
片刻柔情它骗不了人
我不是无情的人
却将你伤的最深
我不忍我不能
别再认真
忘了我的人

爱我的人为我痴心不悔
我却为我爱的人甘心一生伤悲
在乎的人始终不对
谁对谁不必虚伪
爱我的人为我付出一切
我却为我爱的人流泪狂乱心碎
爱与被爱同样受罪
为什么不懂拒绝痴情的包围

爱我的人为我痴心不悔
我却为我爱的人甘心一生伤悲
在乎的人始终不对
谁对谁不必虚伪
爱我的人为我付出一切
我却为我爱的人流泪狂乱心碎
爱与被爱同样受罪
为什么不懂拒绝痴情的包围

2006-11-29T09:38:00.000-08:00

Todae work morning shift as a server, haha.. learned quite alot of things todae bahz but make a few mistakes although didnt kana scold cause i am new but i just dun feel realli good. Yesterday is realli not my day lo cause 1stly i was late then i take a cab there ( haha..abt my pay for the day already) then fall down at the Fish & Co as someone trip and pour the water on the floor and they went to mop it. I didnt know and i walk quite fast as it is busy .... then fall down. "quite" pai seh lo everyone is looking at me so i quick get up and say i am ok then continue with my stuff. haha, that's what happened yesterday and todae we went to the Kbox after i finished my work at the afternoon. Together about 10 persons going including angie they all lo. We sing from 4+ till 9+, realli enjoyed ourselves alot, laugh and laugh all the way. I am not good at singing but good at shouting and keep trying to spoil other people songs. Whahaha! When out time is up, the person told us one last song but we jus keep continue it. One song by another as we keep singing half way of one song , we stop the song and continue singing when the other song is about to start and join it to another song. This means that we are keep singing "one" song and we keep continue and continue till 9.25pm( actual shld be 9pm) until the waitress come in and we still singing our song and in the same time asking the person to help us take a few group photos. Really fun and tiring, haha, long time didnt come out with them le and todae all of us realli enjoyed ourselves.

2006-11-27T10:18:00.000-08:00

Todae is my 1st day of work at Fish & Co lo. Haha.. my friends keep asking me why wanna go Fish & Co work cause they got lobang that got higher pay. But then, the main thing is my friend is working there lo and he said that the people there is nice too. Although the pay is not high( $5 per hour) but it is free schedule and it means that u can choose the time and day u wanna work. This kind of job is more suitable for me cause i dun like to work fix hrs and 5 days a week lo. Not much free and cannot go out with my frienz to chiong lo. This is more flexible and the people there is good..veri good..haha..veri open and fun guy and gal lo. They are all ard my age but then they have work there for quite sometime le (1-4yrs) as a part time while studying. the managers there are not fierce oso, reasonable and nice. Everything good smoothly todae lo although it is quite busy todae. -_-" they said that i bring bad luck to them cause seldom got so mani ppl on monday de, then suddenly got 1-2 class of NTU students all come to our Fish & Co to have dinner. They keep on complaining while they working lo.. keep saying " wo bu yao zhuo le , wo bu yao zhuo le! ( i mean in a funny way)" After we closing , they are still playing ard and keep on teasing the gal which they name her as "guan yin ma", i was new so i didnt join them playing but i am at the side keep on laughing lo. ANyway, it means that i didnt choose the wrong part time job even though the pay is not that high but what realli matters to me is not the money la, is the frienz i make there, the things i learn there, the moments that i enjoy there, these are the factors that are more important that money alone. Ermm.. i didnt say that money is not important but compare to other factors, it become less important.

2006-11-25T22:02:00.000-08:00

Yesterday went out with Jenson, Rachael and Joan. Haha..it have been quite sometime le when the last time i meet them. We meet @ Plaza Singapura and i was late so i oso feel bad cause meet them after so long le then oso late abt 30 mins. Haha, but when i reached there, surprisingly i am the 1st one reached there -_-" and i am the one who stay the furthest away lo. We chit chat along the way and went ard sight seeing and then ended up in the arcade so i just sit/stand there looking at them playing lo, haha, they spend quite a long time there playing, anyway i am oso quite enjoying looking at them play. After that i meet one of my other frienz at Plaza Singapuru oso and we tok abt alot of things. Heard about alot of things that i have already knew but is the other side of the story. Anyway, if i didnt know the other side of the story, i oso knew what is the things that realli happened, maybe u knew the person for a veri short period of time but i believe the person i noe is not like this. After telling me all the things, i am glad that i didn't believe the wrong person. At that night, alot of mixed feeling, maybe the person is still the same but things had changed. Feeling sad inside but must oso force yrself to smile and act the way i "should" react. I jus dont wanna to add more problem to someone else as my friend already got so mani problem and was not veri happy le. Everytime u asked someone to think of the good thing and forget abt the unhappy de to be happy, keep asking other ppl to be happy and yrself is keep acting to be happy whereas u are not so as not to affect others. It's enuff, i realli cannot cheat myself anymore, once my friend leave, all the memories came back in split secs and when u are alone then u can realli be yrself. Take sometime to make myself feel better and later on met Rachael they all for movie. Quite Sorry for they all cause have been feeling veri moody the whole nite and let u all worry le. Anyway what i can do now is just cherish what u got now until when the time come when you all have less contact, u will miss all the time u all have in the past but no matter how hard u still need to accept everything, be strong be brave and move on, thinking back maybe it is just oso part of life ...
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wHen i wrIte to tHe lAst Word, i toLd mysElf to fOrget ....

LeArn to fOrget , ForGot anD ForGotteN ~ lEt nAtUre tAke itS Course thEnz '

2006-11-23T22:21:00.000-08:00

These days are quite busy because just came back and there are so mani people need to meet and alot of activities need to chiong lo. Went to quite lot of places, Vivocity, Clubbing (plan to go Zouk next weEk), OrchArd~ wAtch Movie,Queenstown for shOpping ( Haha..spend more than $500 lo, i am crazy!) and alSo making of the Happy fEet pEnguin near Vista Park.
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Have been spending about 3 nites to make the penguin lo as yong sheng need it for competition and he is representing the "Popular Book Store". Imagine we onli got $30 budget to make a 3D penguin and $2o dollar is already spend on the two piece of cloths that act as the skin of the Happy feet. Then the other $10 is the wire, plastic eyes ..this and that lo. Actually we didnt really have an idea how to do it so we jus play ard and hope that we can make "something" look like a penguin. Haha.. i am appointed as the "Creative Designer" so was asked to paint the penguin. Anyway, we did make something look like a penguin as the passing by see us doing it ask us whether we are making the Happy feet penguin. haha, we jus laugh and say "yes","zhen de kan de chu lai ar". Everyday do until quite late but it is realli enjoyable and enjoy the moment alot. Wanna have a look at the penguIn below i posted a few pics of the penguin with us. If u wanna to see the real penguin with back stage background u all can go to the Woodland Causeway Point Popular Book Store.
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Happiness is most important, the outcome is jus an add on , am i rite?

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Haha.. received yr letter todae. I am realli glad to noe you, haha, a realli good frienz tat i will realli appreciate , thanks for all the letters n emails that u have been sending for these past 1+yrs, yr letters realli lighten up my life.
Thanks -

2006-11-22T22:36:00.000-08:00

I have been at home about 2 weeks time le... I was quite slack lo so didnt update my blog and my friend is complaining now. I have changed to a new blog because i think this year 2006, i have experienced alot of things and i have changed my view towards my life and other aspects. A new blog means the starting of a new chapter of my life. Hope that i have become more mature and braver to face all the difficulties ahead.
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I can still remember the day(3rd Mar) that i am going onboard my 2nd ship OOCL CHICAGO, i was pretty nervous and realli she bu de of leaving my family and frienz. I knew that everytime i was away, i will lose something, something that is realli important to me but what can i do? I have to finish my attachment or should i choose to drop my course. Since i have should this path so i wanted to complete it no matter what. Something that is fated to be yrs ,you wont lose it, if it's not then jus have to face it lo. am i rite? I did lost something important when i was away but i gained something too. I have learned alot of things, not just academically and also emotionally~ things about life. Some of my friend said that i have changed when i am back and what i wanted to say is that "human do change", i have to change as all my surrounding ppl and things have changed and i know that i cannot remain the same anymore. However i believe that no matter how much a person changed the true self remains. Next time i will introduce u all a book that my chief engineer lend me, it is about changes of life and how changes can be good too. Frankly speaking,if i have the choice of choosing again, i will drop my course. During the 8 months onboard, it is realli boring and everyday is working and sleep , nothing else. Yaya, kanna scolding also, as u all shld noe bahz i quite blur sometime and always did make mistake and get scolded lo. People onboard the ship is "deep", realli deep, you dun noe what they are thinking about and it is hard to understand them. He can say that u are good infront of u but saying bad things of u at your back. For me, i dun realli care about all these but i just dun understand why should a person do that, why can't people be trueful. I like you and i treat u good and not like i treat u good but i dun like you and i will hurt u at your back. haha.. adult world is confusing, my chief mate always teach me how to read a person, how to read the middle line of the things the person say and noe what he realli means. He said that i must learn all these so that i can survive in this world, people can be simple in your age but when they get older and when they needed to step on you to get promote, they can do anything to achieve what they wan. Inorder not to become victim is to be low profile and understand every meaning a person is hinting you. Haha.. quite chim hor, haiz... i dun realli care la , i am myself, i will treat a person good when i like the person if i dun like the person i will just walk away. Just follow your heart and dun act is the best. Now i looked back, haha, 8 months can pass so fast oso. My poor junior cadet Ah gui and Li still got aleast half yr to go. Anway, i will jio them out when the next call Singapore PSA Port .
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Actually wanted to say my 8 months story here but then what past has past lo ....
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-> Some Pics that i took these few months onboard :